7:04 pm April 18, 2025

I am ready to rewatch season one of Survival of the Thickest on Netflix. Since season two is a continuation of the last episode of season one- I want to start from the beginning. 

This week has been a smooth week for me I will say. 

A week I just feel free. I don’t feel anything bringing me down which is a relief. I’m grateful to be hugged by this feeling. 

The weather is nice.

Everything just seems to be on the right path. 

A feeling one can miss once it’s gone. Or even miss it as it’s on their doorstep… knowing the feeling won’t last forever. 

I enjoy these moments being in my own oasis. Always on the go at times I forget to be present. I’m on the train and I’m on the phone, reading a book and listening to music. Even if I go on a solo date I’m interacting with something. 

We do it so much we forget to unplug. To not have our focus on something other than ourselves. 

Who dares to look within? 

It’s scary.

Admitting things you may have wanted to keep hidden inside. Knowing that if it’s revealed to you… you may have to do something about it. 

I’ve read something about a trance humans get into naturally. We get into a trance when we are doing something we don’t have to put thought into. 

Washing dishes. Driving a car on the way home from work. Taking a shower. Cleaning the house.

It’s a trance that can help us gain a bright idea. Solve that problem we’ve been trying to solve for the past week. Finally, calm down our anxiety. 

I sometimes see myself doing these things without knowing so I can get into this trance. Ever wonder why you just have the feeling to clean up? 

Others will say you’re cleaning up to make room for what’s trying to come in. Which I believe is true as well. I also believe it’s our body letting us know it needs time to shut down while awake. 

I’m laying down in my bed as I type this and my eyes are wanting to sleep. To rest.

I have been checking my emails for a very important email.  I’ve listened to music so much I’m sick of the songs. I ate a Wendy’s fish sandwich and some cookies. My stomach feels like it’s hugging me. 

All signs point to… Sabryn you need to log out. 

And I do. 

I won’t be posting on the weekends during this 30 day challenge. That’s my time off. It’s not normal but who is. 

I will catch you all sometime on Monday 

Please enjoy your weekend, 

Sabryn xoxoxo