8:47 pm June 12, 2025 

Last year I started a tradition where I buy myself a birthday card and write whatever I’m feeling. What I wish for the next year. What’s going on with me during that time. 

I hope I can find the one from last year. Imma look for it before I go on my birthday trip. I wanna read it on my birthday. 

Ahhhh my birthday is Sunday. June 15th! It’s motherfucking GEMINI SEASON! 

This will be my first time outside this month smh lol. So I feel like Gemini season is just starting to be honest. To be honest, let’s make the rest of June Gemini season. Cancer season sucks. Makes me feel so fucking sad. I prolly feel it more because my rising is in the sign of Cancer 

Learning to be in my feelings was a bitch but that’s not what this chapter/post is about.

It’s about my upcoming birthday! 

I feel like last year was a rebirthing of me. A welcoming party for myself. Which I’m assuming was this next season is something along growing roots or decorating my new home. 

As you know last year was a fucking bitch… with no dddddd lmaooo

But tbh I’m not mad at it. I’ve had the time to refocus on myself and be honest with myself on what I really want. To not be ashamed of it. To step into the truth of it. 

I have also faced issues head-on that I honestly would’ve rather ignored. 

I applied to graduate school. Even though I have not received the “Congratulations” email yet I know I will. It is coming. I am claiming it as my grandma would say. 

*sigh* 

For the next few days, I just wanna enjoy myself. Have fun and don’t stress about shit. I deserve it. 

I will see you very soon. 

Love you lots Machettes

Say xoxo